The One with The Memories
You’re the one with the memories.
The reality scares me.
The reality where you’re not here,
Where you’re not beside me,
Where you’re not for me anymore.
Will it ever be back to when we were young ?
Will you be there again when I need you most?
It was nice while it lasted.
“I wish i never responded to all those”
“Maybe it’d be better if we had just never met”
I used to not pay attention about those words,
But now that you’re gone and I’m left behind,
Now that I know you’re never gonna be here again,
And now I realize that we’re falling apart slowly.
Piece by piece.
Now I realize you’ll never be here next to me.
Now I realize there’s never gonna be us.
Us will never happen,
Now that you’re not here by my side.
I realize how hard it is to go on day by day without you.
Realizing you’ll never be mine.
Realizing I was never able to call you mine.
Realizing I’ll never be yours makes it worse.
Falling apart piece by piece is not an easy way to say goodbye.
It makes it harder to say goodbye when it’s slowly slipping by,
because the thought of you being by my side
makes me think it will be permanent
But it will always be temporary.
Everyone says it will be temporary.
Pain will never be temporary,
Especially the ones with a memory.
Sometimes I think to myself
Why am I still waiting for you?
Why is my heart always waiting for the day you come back Into My Life?
Why does it hurt so much?
It hurts because we had memories.
It’s always gonna be just a memory.
Love is a strong word.
I Love You
But it was nice meeting you.
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